Saturday, May 30, 2009

Everyone has his own dream


Every picture tells a story
What R U trying to tell this time?

Thursday, May 28, 2009

我还是幸福的

到了Labuan也过了一夜
在一个毫无生气的城市留下了我的脚印

原来这里的人都过得很朴素
和KL的Food Court相比之下,这里的Food Court简单多了
档口不少但人烟稀少
我还真怀疑,做生意的可以赚多少啊

出乎意料,酒烟还真便宜但饮食还真的蛮贵
加上在外地用餐,味道总不比在KL好
烧鸡翼还算是Labuan的招牌吧
还是家里妈妈弄的好吃

5 Sectors才到Labuan
KUL/LBU/BKI/TWU/BKI/LBU 还真的很累
心里莫名的浮现一阵阵的挣扎
BKI 你的家
LBU 你念中学的地方
曾经话题中的缠绵变成了日后的落寞
我不禁感到痛心
好无奈啊

与两位女空服员管理经济舱
我竟然是BC1 好光荣 哈哈
我还真算得上是人生充满惊喜吧
在这5 sectors里
残障人士还真多 第一次看见4位残障人士登机
意外受伤的 年老行动不便的 中风的 都得靠轮椅送进机舱
需要搬搬抬抬才行
好心酸 眼泪已快要掉下来了
AC告诉我 这4位残障人士都很幸福 他们拥有最亲的人无怨无悔的照顾着
反而健全的人却不懂得真心对待身边的人 还真的蛮羞耻
擦了我的小眼 迎面而来是汹涌的人潮 是时候再继续欢迎其他乘客登机
人生百态 有礼的 粗鲁的 毫无反应的 都有
突然间发现有一位小朋友 小小的头上被包扎着
仔细看一下 他的脸上有着几处粉红的伤口
最让我不忍再看下去的是 他的右眼是瞎的
感性的我 当场流泪了
看着小小的他 面对着这么小的机舱 这么多人
细声的叫着爸爸 我怕我怕 那场面真的让我也想付出我仅有的爱去呵护他
小朋友 你虽然不健全
但是你拥有全世界的爱 你比任何一个正常的人都幸福

过去的点点滴滴历历在目
最恐怖的还是间歇性情绪失控症
这一切会随着时间而慢慢消失 忘记不了 但随着时间的过去 渐渐的淡忘
我好真的迫不及待想要翻身然后重生 又是一条好汉
此刻的我 只希望 工作顺顺利利 家人身体健康 简单才是最幸福的
我还是幸福的




Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Its just Me, being Myself

Recently some nasty things happened in my working place
It is reali a nonsense trouble for me
For U guyz, being senior to me, doing some Back-Stabs at me
For I don even know U but U seem to hate me like I've killed Ur whole family members
Come on, its just me being myself
So long I did not harm U, Y would U turn out to be a street dog that blindly bites me?
Its just unfair

Yea.. I'm always loud, talkative, attention catachie but I mean no harm
Its just me, being myself
I see nothing wrong

Anyway, back to reality
When U come to work, U will understand
Those sick-minded fellas, they love faker
Entertain them, Please them & show no threatening
Guess wat? I hate to be someone like that
No choice kan? I better conform tis sick formality in order to survive


Wayne: 这么快?你不用时间疗伤吗?
Yes I do. I've decided to move on. I'll be fine, I mean total fine one day. Thanks so much for concerning. Appreciate it :D

Monday, May 25, 2009

Stardust


Yvaine: Tell me about Victoria then.
Tristan: (Hesitating.. Thinking..) Well, she.. There's nothing more to tell you

Yvaine: Because the little I know about love is that's unconditional. Its not something you can buy.

Tristan: Hang on. This wasn't about me buying her love. This was a way for me to prove how I felt.

Yvaine: (Sarcastically) And what's she doing to prove how she feels about you?

Tristan: Well.. (Speechless)


Hmm.. pathetic. Come on Tristan, Victoria is just someone who is so fucking fake. She might fall for U a little but U know she will never be Urs. I could impress U again & again but I couldn't see R U actually proving how U feel towards my Love. In the end, There's only Hate, there's only Tears, there's only Pain.. There is No Love here.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

I learned tis poem when I was in Form 4 if I'm not mistaken.
Meaningful isnt it?
There is always an alternative for all the choices,
No matter which choices U have made,
In the end of the day, U would wonder & run Ur imagination wild
What would it be if I were to choose the other way round? Would it be better?
Tis is real common in life. Too many options, too many possibilities
Its just that we as a normal human being, can never predict wat would happen ahead
Well, just stick to Ur belief, have full trust & faith in urself
U will never go too wrong :D

I might meet same kind of disaster again & again
There is only 1 thing I feel impressive & proud of
I am a brave person
Full of courage & hope
* Thumbs Up *
A round of applause for myself =D

Monday, May 18, 2009

Why Love Hurts?

Love has never been defined and never will be. We read novels about love without limitations, watch movies about it on the big screen or TV, and that we can live happily ever after, but it's not the real life. The fact of the matter is, our expectations are sometimes too high and the poor mate we choose can't humanly live up to what our expectations are. The word "grow up" is the key to this problem. All couples have disagreements, lose their temper every so often, feel like they want to quit in the relationship and move on. When we are young, love can be so magical or hurt to the very core of a person's being and they feel like their life is over. It is because of inexperience and, in youth one is learning. Every heartbreak or every slight from another person you love helps you to become stronger and is a learning path as to what you really do want in a lifetime partner. It 'preps' you for that one true love that I can promise you will meet in the future. It's a tough road sometimes, but we all have our disappointments and lost loves, but manage to live and forge on still in the end. When you truly find love, you never lose it. You will realize the guys or girls you 'thought' you loved really wasn't love at all.

Why drive a car if you can get into a car crash? Why walk on the street when you can get mugged? Why eat when you can get choked? I think you get my point. Life is one big risk, as so is love. If you don't take the risk you'll never know. Taking the risk in return you can either be loved or heart broken. But I can guarantee you something, whether you are loved or heart broken, you will always gain something, wisdom and experience. You can learn from your heart aches to benefit your next relationship to make the love of your life. But if you never try at love because you are scared of being hurt, you'll never know if you could feel the best you have ever felt in your life. I think never trying at love is the biggest pain of all. You are depriving yourself of opportunity. Besides, a lot of us wouldn't be here if everyone didn't love because it hurts too much. Life goes on, and love will conquer all. Because love doesn't have to hurt! When there is love, there is always hope. Maybe this time love hurts, but next time it doesn't have to. If you choose not to love, then you also choose not to be loved. Don't you want to be loved?


My Dear Evon

Dear, it is sad to know U have been arguing with him
I'm soli that I gotta work for these few days
What can I do is just to ease ur pain with SMS
U r the most rational thinking person among 3 of us
Don be too carried away with ur pride this time
U need time to think bout the solution over & over again

Some words to share with U

The joy of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves,
and not to twist them with our own image
otherwise, we will love only the reflection of ourselves
and not the person deep inside them.

Always listen to your words
if you feel that it would hurt you,
it probably hurts him too.

These words might sound over dramatize
Anyhow, if the situation does not allow U to continue anymore, I have other words for U

Giving someone all your love
is never an assurance they will love you back.

A sad thing about life is that when you meet someone
who means a lot to you
only to find out in the end
that it was never meant to be
and you just have to let go.

I hope U will be doing fine, I'll catch up with U as soon as I can. A Promise 2 u.

May you have
enough happiness to make you smile,
enough trials to make you strong,
enough sorrow to keep you gentle,
enough hope to make you dream,
enough love to fill your passion
and me to share it all with.

With Love,
Crason

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Weekends

I had a fun weekends

I was in London

China
Ancient Antique

Penang
Seafood Chow Koay Tiao is superb!


& Japan!
I Love Tempura!!

This year is different
Out of my expectation, I had more celebrations than my previous birthday
I was actually expecting something else
It doesn't matter anymore
I've learned to smile even though I do not receive what I wanted
I've learned more
See things more
Its time to appreciate someone who is sincere

Camwhore is Crason XD
No Smoking? Fuck it!

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

1st Page - Dedicated Song



* Click the link above to view the MV *

It is impossible to understand what's going through a man's heart
You told me that U wanted me and Now that I've given U everything
& U tell me that u're leaving
You told me it was the 1st time U felt this way
& U said that I was special
I believed U & It was my happiness

You should have told me that your feeling had faded
I had no idea and continued to depend on U
Although I say I hate U now, I'll be missing U
Because I'm a girl, to whom Love is everything

They say that if U give a man all he wants
He quickly gets bored
& I know that is the truth
& Although I told myself I'll never be tricked by Love again
I fell in Love & my heart is broken again

Please dont break the heart of a girl
Who would do anything for Love
I didnt know that living in this life
while hoping to be loved would be so difficult

Today we broke up
You told me to meet someone better than U & be happy
You're just like the other guyz
What happened to when U told me that U Loved me?
Honestly, I don want U to be happy
What am I gonna do if U reali forget bout me?
I'm in so much pain.. More pain that I can bare..



* Even though I'm not a Girl
I could somehow understand how she feels
Girl, Just move on
It will be never too late for U *