Like every folks walking on the street, I started my year of 2012 with lots of expectations too
I wanna save more money! I wanna have a better income!
Most importantly, family and friends and lover are all happy and intact with me
Never forget about health and safety, they must be always safe and in perfect health! Etc..
It's coming to an end, there are a few events that I would love to stress on
I love doing this with all of you, these can be very important or very common
To me, it is common, but because of you are the person I love, I treasure the most in my life
It makes a huge difference, don't take it lightly babeh, you all are my best of the best!!
And.. Something else I would like to share...
I don't even know how it all begin
That one can pose a victory sigh with 2 fingers, in such a pain
To be honest, year 2012 has gotten me to the deepest dark hole ever
And I seriously have no clue, how and when it all started
I cried a lot in year 2012, suffered too much, thinking too much too
There was a movie said, when you hit the bottom, you will only go up
Have I hit the bottom yet? Am I going up now? Are things gonna be better?
I don't know, you tell me please
Things can go so wrong, that I finally take out my iPad
Went on safari browser and searched for "The true meaning of Life"
Hmmmm... This is really bad huh? Yeah, trust me, I know how it feels
Turn out, life as described, each day you grow, only towards the day of death
The burden you carry, will only stacked up more and more, each day, every day
Until the day, you learn Money is nothing, Greed is worsening, Materialistic is killing
And of course, many many more
For all the articles I have read, there was no one could really explain the true meaning of life
I think... Life is entirely up to us to explore
You could have a better life if you grow up in a damn rich family
But the life of a prostitute, is another kind of life that you might not able to explore
Back to the main point, it's totally your choice to experience what kind of life you wanted
Who do you wanna be? How do you want to achieve it? When can you see the result?
The power is within you, only you can do it
This is so true..
Crason always upload his happy smiling face (YES, almost 99%)
The day I was damn frustrated and lost, I seem to care less
I am one step ahead to understand the true meaning of "I am who I am"
Life is precious, get a life man if you are out there cursing me
This year 2012, I am still damn proud of these angels surrounding me!
Evon and Elroy
We three were born in the same year 1986
Evon and I used to fight in primary school, but now, 19 years of knowing each other
What else matters? I just wanna kiss her
Elroy was a late comer in between us I guess? Knowing him for 13 years
I don't care, I wanna kiss him too! LOL
Thank you my dear for always being my listeners and cry with me along
Nothing can ever separate us, nothing ever will
I love love love you two!
He is the best, the best, the best, the best ever boy ever
When I broke down and cried, he cried with me
I was devastated, he said he would tell me a joke a day, to make me happy ever after
There are too many amazing moments he brought me that I could not explain in detail
The chemistry, the feeling is very special, when it is there, it will be there
I am so so so glad that I have met this silly boy in my life
You have made so much of difference in my life
Heart you... Always :)
Nothing has ever changed!
Money good, perfect health, better career!
Seriously, I still prefer myself smiling LOL
Papa, Mama, Mei Mei, B, Evon, Elroy
And whoever has ever made me smile this year 2012, oh ya, include Wayne Chee
I thank you all with my whole heart, let's look forward to 2013
A better year, things will only be better
With lots of love... From Crason Chai