Sunday, December 30, 2012

Crason's Year 2012

What a beautiful year of 2012 is finally coming to its end
Like every folks walking on the street, I started my year of 2012 with lots of expectations too
I wanna save more money! I wanna have a better income!
Most importantly, family and friends and lover are all happy and intact with me
Never forget about health and safety, they must be always safe and in perfect health! Etc..

It's coming to an end, there are a few events that I would love to stress on
I love doing this with all of you, these can be very important or very common
To me, it is common, but because of you are the person I love, I treasure the most in my life
It makes a huge difference, don't take it lightly babeh, you all are my best of the best!!




First of foremost, Evon's big day! It was on 26th September
6 of us, gathered together, to witness this common and yet special occasion
Had dinner and red wine in Decanter PJ, it was a real good venue to chill out
Evon dear, do you actually know that I did purposely apply annual leave for your birthday?
Continuously for 4 years already ever since I am with this company
Dear, you are the most pretty of all in my eyes, always always :)


The next would be my another beloved, Elroy's big day, 14th November
Really gotta thank Eric for paying all the bill, you are our favourite little boy LOL
You too dear Elroy, I did the same thing, never failed to apply annual leave on your birthday
I purposely choose this picture, you have got such a affection with your big smile!
See...? Even Evon is feeling pah seh, didn't even look into the camera LOL
Dear ah dear, you are the most good looking of all! I promise :)


Recently, on 5th December, my boy's birthday! Yay!
Again, we, the 6 of us gathered together to celebrate
I am his someone special, definitely I gotta do something!
Let's have a great dinner, I mean great + expensive dinner LOL


I believe everyone was so so so excited when the main course being served
It was fucking gooooooood! Definitely fingers licking good!
Let me recall, I think...
Eric was very very very excited, Elroy is slightly below his excitement
While Evon was feeling guilty for this big meal, on the other hand Vincent already busy chewing the bone 
LOL... XD
My boy, I am sure he loves the meal, he used to story how delicious and juicy of these..
Germany Pork Knuckle, YES! We all love it 

  

Alright, time to pay the bill
RM 534.20!!! LOL
To me, money is nothing when I can see all the happiness on their face
My boy, do you know how much I love you? 
Theeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeeee much, there is no limit :)


Special thanks to my buddy Wayne Chee, visited me twice this year
A year ago around this time, I was still crying like a bitch for his leaving to SQ
Seriously, this is another kind of special friendship that touches my heart
You are so damn funny, bringing me loads of jokes and happiness
Heart you too Wayne Chee!



I guess after we all got our loves, we have been soaking thoroughly in it without a limit
The practice of getting each and other an Xmas present is still on going though
This time, it's just 3 of us, truly we have never forgotten how virtue is our friendship


With only RM 15, you need to come out with something great and usable
There is a hidden rule, the present cannot be displayable item, it must be utilized in a good way!


This is it! I got them for my Xmas present LOL
Hey Evon, you are such a sweet heart, this note is etched in my heart, TQ TQ TQ~
And Elroy, you really love buying shoes huh? This time, a pair of sandal LOL
That was my little Xmas celebration, full of love, indeed :)

The above had cherish my days in year 2012
Nothing can ever replace nor nothing can ever erase them from my mind
For all the laughter and smiles, I sincerely bow for you all
You guys are always the best, always the best, I can ensure you :)

And.. Something else I would like to share...



I don't even know how it all begin
That one can pose a victory sigh with 2 fingers, in such a pain
To be honest, year 2012 has gotten me to the deepest dark hole ever
And I seriously have no clue, how and when it all started
I cried a lot in year 2012, suffered too much, thinking too much too
There was a movie said, when you hit the bottom, you will only go up
Have I hit the bottom yet? Am I going up now? Are things gonna be better?
I don't know, you tell me please

Things can go so wrong, that I finally take out my iPad
Went on safari browser and searched for "The true meaning of Life"
Hmmmm... This is really bad huh? Yeah, trust me, I know how it feels
Turn out, life as described, each day you grow, only towards the day of death
The burden you carry, will only stacked up more and more, each day, every day
Until the day, you learn Money is nothing, Greed is worsening, Materialistic is killing
And of course, many many more
For all the articles I have read, there was no one could really explain the true meaning of life

I think... Life is entirely up to us to explore
You could have a better life if you grow up in a damn rich family
But the life of a prostitute, is another kind of life that you might not able to explore
Back to the main point, it's totally your choice to experience what kind of life you wanted
Who do you wanna be? How do you want to achieve it? When can you see the result?
The power is within you, only you can do it
This is so true.. 



Crason always upload his happy smiling face (YES, almost 99%)
The day I was damn frustrated and lost, I seem to care less
I am one step ahead to understand the true meaning of "I am who I am"
Life is precious, get a life man if you are out there cursing me
This year 2012, I am still damn proud of these angels surrounding me!



Evon and Elroy
We three were born in the same year 1986
Evon and I used to fight in primary school, but now, 19 years of knowing each other
What else matters? I just wanna kiss her
Elroy was a late comer in between us I guess? Knowing him for 13 years
I don't care, I wanna kiss him too! LOL
Thank you my dear for always being my listeners and cry with me along
Nothing can ever separate us, nothing ever will
I love love love you two!


  

This soh zai, silly boy, I am with him for 1 year 3 month plus right now
He is the best, the best, the best, the best ever boy ever
When I broke down and cried, he cried with me
I was devastated, he said he would tell me a joke a day, to make me happy ever after
There are too many amazing moments he brought me that I could not explain in detail
The chemistry, the feeling is very special, when it is there, it will be there
I am so so so glad that I have met this silly boy in my life
You have made so much of difference in my life
Heart you... Always :)




2013 resolution?
Nothing has ever changed!
Money good, perfect health, better career! 
Seriously, I still prefer myself smiling LOL

Papa, Mama, Mei Mei, B, Evon, Elroy
And whoever has ever made me smile this year 2012, oh ya, include Wayne Chee
I thank you all with my whole heart, let's look forward to 2013
A better year, things will only be better
With lots of love... From Crason Chai
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Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Taipei Family Trip 2012

Some days around October month, I brought my sister and mama to Taipei
A short trip, 4 days 3 nights
This is actually the 2nd time, first time was back then 2010
They keep saying how they miss Taipei scenery and also the foods
Well, mama and sis, it's time to enjoy all over again!

The night before departure, was practically whacked my closet to dress up for tomorow

Although I am a staff of this airlines, but it is compulsory for me to wear a decent attire
Have heard staff traveling in their short pant and got rejected at check in counter
I find it quite irritating, traveling is supposed to be leisure and self pleasure
Just bcuz you are claiming staff ticket, you are bonded with rules and regulations




Let's have a look, I think I am quite decent lol
Wahhahhaha




Here to introduce my sis and mama
And that orange check in bag is the biggest I have
Go shop till you drop ya~~



OMG.. What a tired look I have!!!



In flight meal, the menu was Nasi Lemak Shrimp Sambal and Mushroom Omelet with Chicken Sausage

Seeing my mama and sis enjoying the meal, I kinda smiled in my heart
For some reasons, passengers who are not an air crew, they almost 100% love in flight meal
Now travel with this airline, although only one aisle aircraft, but you get to enjoy in flight entertainment too
My sis, a cute one, one munch takes 10 seconds I guess?
Or perhaps seriously, indulging herself with the in flight meal
She was the last one to finish her meal, while flight attendants already walking up and down to collect trays
In this kind of situation, we usually give a sarcastic remark
"All tray collected except passenger seated XXX, I think she is going to LONDON"
LOL.. Kasihan the passenger wahahhahhahahha




Too many beautiful pictures, I picked up a few to upload




It was bloody hot around Dan Shui
No wonder my mama showing sour face XD




This is the Lover Bridge, I think that's the name
We took ferry boat, loved the sea breeze



Went shopping of course, a lot of shopping actually

And makan makan makan, maximum, this actually ruined my diet plan but it was all worthy
Each store you passed by, they tend to stare at the foods for a few seconds

"Ah Chong, see see see this one? Looks so tasty oh~~"

"Ah Chong, see see see this one? Looks weird, but tasty or not??"
"Gor gor, I want to eat this!! Where is Ah Zhong Mian Xian???"
"Gor gor, I want to go to Hello Kitty restaurant!!!"

Crason, for once, being a good brother and son

We took cab, train mostly, walk all the way to here and there
Each day we woke up around 8am, whole day activity, and sleep at 11pm
I just want them to enjoy, they don't get to do this often
I just want them to be happy, that's what I meant actually





Choosing pictures to upload, I spotted this picture

IMMEDIATELY, tears drop... OMG mama, you are so cute
I love you.. so much..

Actually back to 2 years ago, my first time bringing them to Taipei

It was not exactly an enjoyable experience, I am feeling so guilty still
Something to share here,
I am a mandarin speaking crew, every month, YES, EVERY MONTH, I visit Taipei
Not to say I take things for granted, it's just I don't really fancy shopping or eating in Taipei
So.. When I brought them the first time, I was kinda annoyed by their excitement towards Taipei
WHAT AN ASS HOLE kan....? I'm sorry
Honestly, this time, is totally different
Even I myself enjoy to the max
Now I realize, it's good to let go yourself, loosen your mind and soul, it helps



We are planning on our next family trip

Perhaps on March 2013 to Hong Kong while it is still chilly windy
I am sure we are going to makan makan makan never ending again :)





I love you both!! Very Very much ^^
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Thursday, September 20, 2012

有些事

有些事
想多了心疼
想通了心疼

可以不再想了嗎?
身心疲累

Heartbeat

I'm telling myself it's just the 5th days
It's normal to feel anxious, frightening, and totally unsure about future
It's JUST the 5th days
When time passing by, I'll have my the 50th days, 500th days and many more

There are many things I'm regret that I've done it
And there are too, many things I'm regret that I haven't do it
What can I possibly do? To tell those important person in my life
That I truly love you all, and please stay strong with me

Aaaaahhh.. I kept typing it and erasing it
Too many things going through my mind now that I couldn't stay focus
Is this gonna be my forever morning?
Waking up in blue and keep thinking what to do?
I wish I know what I could do better

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

What Else....?

I have been going through rough time
Mainly because my earning power has gone down
And it's not my problem
It's just company not doing well, nothing much that he can offer
What to do?

I complain, I do, a lot a lot
But it just won't help a bit
I'm watching my pay getting lower
Every month! Every.... Month of year 2012
I begin to think, is this job, really my interest?
I bet not.. The original plan of joining this airlines is to earn money
Now that the money becomes shitty
Hardly I could psycho myself to commit anymore

It's fun sometimes, to meet artist in flight
It's fun to stay overseas
It's fun to even stay in hotel
It's fun too, to work with some crazy colleagues
But all these fun, it seems quite meaningless when you don't even enjoy a bit of it
It's been a long time, I do not feel the excitement
It's almost, day in day out the same shit
Too boring for me, and I somehow think I'm just fooling myself

This is so dangerous
I'm not cheerful at all to go for a flight
I'm not balanced, I'm having too much of grudge
I'm easily annoyed by a tiny little thing
And most of all, I guess I'm not even interested to drama anymore
I ain't professional, at least I used to be
But, I'm not now

It's time to do something else
Rather than just flying
Sadly I have only one diploma in LCCI, which is so damn low class
How I wish I could go back and slap myself a big time
Go back to study!! You bitch!!!
It's so important to acquire at least a degree paper
And I might end up facing a group of colleagues, same faces
We all work under the same roof, facing only computers and walls
Erhm.. I wonder will I be happier with this kind of life though

Perhaps human is always greedy
I'm just a normal human being too
Tell me how you feel
When you see your pay compared to last year
Up to date now, you earn less, around 10k
10k okay!! Up to date is September
How would you feel?!!
Every day you are doing the same thing, no punishment no nothing
But the only person who punishes you, is your lovely company
Cut here and there, find ways to minimize your entitled benefits
Tell me how would I not go crazy?
The best part is.. What about the coming OCT NOV & DEC?

I'm so sorry, my apology
Due to being demoralized a big time
I have kinda decided to not go extra mile
Going beyond expectation? You are joking
I'll only work, based on what I'm paid
At the mean time, I'm gonna try this new thing
It's a game, risky, quite
Don't feel like telling yet but I'll give it a try
If I do succeed doing it, I'll most probably encourage you to do it too

So this month, again, sucks
I'll live with it, but, I won't let myself down again
I'll give myself a week or two to learn how to play the new game
And do it, just do it, like Nike (lame)
Fingers crossed, I hope I can manage it

I feel sorry for myself
Being down for quite a while
And feel sorry to my beloved too
He has been eye-ing my bloody moody faces for a long time
Thank you for standing by me
I promise I'll make my life interesting again
I love you
Happy 1st year anniversary ;)

When things go wrong, you fall
Falling... Falling... Falling into the sea
When you hit the bottom of the sea
You will rise, slowly rise and shine
Things will always turn around :)


p/s: unless you fall into a bottomless sea (super lame......!!) hehe

Friday, August 31, 2012

I miss you....

Tonight
I'm staying up late alone, surfing internet, browsing Facebook
And I saw Wayne, my ex-housemate, posted a link to his blog
Let me count, he left me to Singapore Airlines on 14th December 2011
It's been a while, at least for 8 months plus now


That actually recalled my memories
I did cry to the max, for approximately 2 months plus
And slowly, I began to feel okay, of course, with the help of my lovely BF
And......... I slowly forgot about how it felt when he left me
I'm not sure is this normal? Or am I just a cold blooded ass hole?
The 4th month, I purposely applied annual leave just to witness his graduation from SIA
I again cried, and also, I again sooner later forgot how it felt


Wait a minute, trust me please
He means a lot to me, a lot a lot, for a housemate who I mingle around for 3 years at least



When I was sad, I kinda told myself
He would be earning big cash as in SGD, a lot more than I'm earning

He will be damn fine as he would eye-candy those gym fit Singaporean
He is definitely gonna be okay, at least, he will, in time


Well, I guess, I have confidence in him that he will be better
And therefor, I have less worries, I mean, not much worries anymore
Isn't he a big boy? Hello, he is elder than me, I'm sure he will be just fine


And so.. Less contact, less whatsapp, it's almost like you have your life and I have mine
Once in a blue moon, we chatted a while
Mostly about.... how's thing? I miss you! Oh, I'm busy, Okay, you take care ya
Predictable, isn't it?


Tonight, I sorta re-read his blog again
The feeling is so overwhelming, his blog calls back too many memories
His words are sharp and rings me a wake up call
I wanna say this to you, my dear friend
I Miss YOU...................


Do you read mandarin? If you do
Please go to his blog, some serious shit there
You may find his blog link in HERE
The very specific blog post that I cry over again & again is HERE






Wayne ah Wayne,
I know I can never sound like Ivy "Wayne Wayne"
But when I scream your name, I am seriously calling you
I, for once, cried alone in my new house
I was thinking I should have never bought a new house
Bcuz this new house kinda separated us away
I would rather stay in A28, thinking about you
Imagining you are still there
And I know, I know, definitely....... I will cry again
Too much to tell, too many stories that needed to catch up
But, I'm a Taurus, I'm damn damn damn realistic, I know
I can emo for tonight but it won't change the fact that you have left
It's quite impossible to catch up like old times
We all need to move on, but we can always take a step back & cry for thinking of the past
It's okay..... see? I cried again tonight


I like it when you say.....
說 會遺忘﹐寫只會淡忘~很多時候我們做過的事情會忘記,所以偶爾將記得的事情記載下來,以后可以重溫。他們說不要回頭,其實也不然,回頭看沒有什么不好,可 以看見自己的進步,有時看到自己以前的傻模樣,自己的憤怒,自己的好打不平,自己的傷心等等~全部都是自己的,自己說自己看,別人也可以看,別人不看也不 打緊,我智己看,智己明白就好。


I miss you Wayne
Miss every single bit of you
You take care there, if you need anything, just give me a buzz
Oh ya! I forgot to tell you
Even we are far apart, It's just me giving the 100% freedom to you
And so what even you are a little elder than me
To me, you are my little brother, I'll always be there for you
And willingly take care of you, whenever I have the chance
I miss you dearly


Peace


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Thursday, August 23, 2012

Be Positive

It's enough already
I don't fucking think I can take it anymore
Too much of whining, I don't wanna burden anyone anymore
Especially my BF who has been listening to me the whole time
I wanna blog it out, post it here to tell how I feel

Next month September I'm about to fly with 2 ass holes
When I saw their name, I was totally blank
In my heart, I just wanna get rid of them, wanted to change my flight
Through rains and storms, I finally found 2 colleagues to help out
Last week 19th, first day of Raya, I went to office after flight
Seeking help from a Duty Exec
However, it was not done due to some reasons
The next day, 20th I left for a 4 days trip
Going for Labuan 1 night, KK 2 nights
Tonight, 23rd I'm back! Went to office again.....
The DE was helpful but he has no authority to change my flight
He advised me to just leave the mutual swap forms here
He would TRY to ask his colleagues to help the next day

I don't really know how to express this feeling
I just couldn't help to feel upset
I have not been sleeping well
Even kept dreaming about these mutual swap thingy
Hoping it to be done asap
Even prayed and lighted up sticks to Guan Ying
Begging for blessings
Even talked to some close colleagues
Releasing my emotions
However, it seems I still am stubborn, couldn't get rid of all these nonsense
And I......... Just feel like crying, it's too stressful for me
OMG......... What's going on with me

I'll remember what you said, to be positive
I'll remember that I have to be strong
I'll remember that I have to face them one day even I could avoid seeing them this time
I'll remember what does not kill me, make me stronger
I'll promise to be tougher, stronger
Even if i could not, I'll just cry
And tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the following days
I'll still fight all my way


For now
I just have to be positive
I'll know the result tomorrow
People, please pray for me
Pray the unhappy Crason will be smiling again
And I thank you for this
Thank you....

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Papa, Mama, Happy Birthday!

It was on 22nd July 2012

We were there in Marco Polo Restaurant at Jalan Raja Chulan

Buffet Dim Sum, yummmmmmsssss

Here to celebrate my beloved mama's 47th birthday

Someone who gave birth to me when she was only 21 years old






Nothing much to showcase

It was just a eat eat eat & bite bite bite session

To see her picking her favourite dishes and chew on them

It's just damn satisfying, yeah, she loves buffet!

Happy birthday mama! And I love you ^^

Don't mind about the bill, I'll do anything to make you happy






The other night 3rd of August 2012

My papa's 50th birthday

Cannot believe it, he has reached his 50th


Again Chinese cuisine, parents simply love oriental meals 






The tiramisu cake from my sister, super small but costly

FYI, we don't really taste cake actually






This time, both meals cost me nearly RM500

It didn't hurt at all, for I just want to see them happy

I actually enjoyed hearing them said "Best...! So full now"

Hehe.. you guys can really eat huh?? XD


Papa, happy birthday to you too! And I love you too

I hope you love the dinner :)




Right after the dinner, the very next day..........

Sister got into a fight with my mama, which was seriously dramatic

I listened the while conversation, I'm sorry but to say

Sis.. Why would you use such a harsh word, what's wrong with you?

The incident is mainly bcuz of her so called... Lovely BF, Ray


Ray? He sucks, I never like him, and I bet no one in this house like him

I don't understand, how could you fall in love with someone like that

We all are not 3 years old and perhaps love is blind but your eyes seem bigger than mine, sis

That arguments actually did recall some of my ugliest moments in my past

I did that too, fought over an useless BF, could be even more dramatic

What I got was only tears falling, heart tearing apart too

It seems.. almost 99% positive that

The man that you fight for, when your whole family is against him

Is never the man that deserves your effort

I have experienced it, I know how it feels but I guess my sis is just repeating the same stupid mistake


Sis, you know my style, as soon as I know you do something wrong

I'll kick your ass and scold you with hell lot of disgusting words

But this time, I'm speechless, quite

I truly understand oneself needed to go through by him/herself

Then only he/she would realize how stupid it is to be a moroon

I do not exactly blame you for your overwhelming love over your stupid BF

But please....Please take care of yourself..

You can get hurt, but please wake up one day and realize your stupid mistake

It takes time, it does, that's why.. I'm giving you time now



Year 2012
A drastic change of everything
Every single bit of it strengthen my love to all of you
Let's hold hands together & face the world with smile
Papa mama I love you
Sister, I just want you to be happy
Brother, I hope your new job could earn more & more


With love
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Monday, July 9, 2012

A Friend? Are You Sure?


Hey folks, this is gonna be a no picture post
Plainly about written.. Something I  have gone through today


Currently I'm in Kuching
The sectors that I was operating is 
1st day    KUL/TPE
2nd day   TPE/KUL/KCH
And that's why, I'm now in KCH


Something had gone wrong today....
I was assigned as the person in charge in Economy Zone, the position is BG1
Therefore, imaginable BG2 would be my assistant
However, he, the BG2, who was supposed to only to assist me.. is my senior, at least for 4 years


He insisted some kind of his own convenient procedure which is so called Sendiri Operating Procedure
While me, the person in charge, would like to go for Standard Operating Procedure
He then, was unhappy, went out with the cart and we did the service hence
Along the way, he was trying to improve his sarcasm
Using all those unpleasant sentence such as "Can I have a Ginger Ale? If you have the time la!"
Pause, let me recall everyone of us here
The so called SOP is usually a more difficult way to finish a task (maybe)
So, I could assume, he was actually hurting my feeling by saying those words
IF YOU HAVE TIME LA.....................


I kept it inside of me, getting angrier and angrier.............


After the service, I gotta help up with Business Class service
I sorta complained about him, being insubordinate to my supervisor
Her name is Jane, a Chinese too


After about 1 hour, she called to Economy (which I and that BG2 located at)
She wanted to see us, and I was feeling weird, thinking about "What's up oh?"


My goodness.... She there flashed our her laptop, showing us what's the correct SOP
And which, I was right and BG2 was wrong
BG2 got so upset, he left this word, exactly this word
"Crason, if you want to complain, you could have gone through me first
Before going to supervisor, thank you very much"
He went off, just like that..............................


I quickly ran to the Economy, I comforted him, talked to him nicely
About how I didn't know this KPC (Kek Poh Cii) supervisor would have interfered with this matter
He refused my kindness, he said this to me...................
"It's okay, never mind, I have never cried onboard, this is the first time
I treat you all like my brother sister, I can't imagine you actually betrayed me!"
In his age of 35, having 2 kids, and wife is currently pregnant too
While he is actually a bisexual guy, having a singh BF too, fucking his ass (seriously, no joke!)
He cried?! He really cried!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


After a while, he continued......
"It's okay Crason, I have learned my lesson today, never trust anyone
And thank you so much, I never thought this would happen,
I was just thinking of the convenience of we all,
Thank you so much ya"
continue sobbing...........................................



I was in the middle of clueless and also sad.. plus anger too
Why so much of drama?!!



1st point

If you could have behave, respect me as the person in charge in Economy
Not to argue with me about the way I wanted to do
And also not to laser me with your sarcastic words
Do you seriously think that this would happen?


2nd point

SOP is Standard Operating Procedure
I assume you might think your way might be better
But again, I am the person in charge
Can't you understand?! Person In Charge, bitch!
Don't ever tell me your so called Sendiri Operating Procedure when the fact is..
The fact is I am the person in charge now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! moron!!!



3rd point

He cried with tears, eyes were red, tears were true too
He gained sympathy from other crew, there was a crew, a stewardess crying for him too
She claimed, she could feel how sad he is.....................................
Therefore, almost all of them in my set of crew, thought he was completely "cham"
He then, can be said, gained all the attention
And me? The bad person huh?



My words to You....

Hey dear.. I do treat you as my senior, someone funny, someone hilarious
Mulut laser macam babi but funny as hell, I like the way you are
I even remember the first time I flew with you
I laughed until my ass drop, I damn like you man, I really do
This is the 2nd time, a disaster, I would call
You know what, I hate you for being a slumber person
Loaded the hot meal on top of the butter, it will melt do you know?
And also.. I did ask you to be more careful when you load those hot meals
You replied.. "Tak ape la, biar passenger complain so that the catering will put the butter aside"
This is the "Tidak Apa" attitude that I don't like
Come on, it's been 8 years you fly
Passengers are innocent, how would you feel when you receive the tray of meal with a melted butter?


I like you dear, love flying with you
This time... You totally disappoint me.........
I, honestly, treat you as a friend already
But why? Why do you want to defend yourself so much when you know you are not listening to my instruction
Not following the SOP? Why argue with me?
And when supervisor brief you, all you do is just blaming me?
I of course angry you!!!!!!! Very angry indeed!!!!!!!!!
But........ I don't like this fight.... I would rather I lose, You win..........


I'm sorry... My fault to cause this happen
I seriously don't care about win or lose... I just don't like to see you unhappy
Deep down, I know I am not wrong but I am sad to see you like that
Can we go back to the happy colleague we used to be?
Sarcastic, hilarious, mulut macam longkang and so on? Please?
Flight attendant, in this field, I guess there is no turning back
I only see you once a while, which is.. only once in 2 years actually..
I know you are not gonna stop hating me... This makes me sad...........


I do treat you as a friend................... I swear
After talking to my mama, BF and also Teresa, my colleague
I know, it's just me being stupid
You don't even treat me as a friend actually......................
This is so stupid, of me........ I'm stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To be feeling upset for so many hours, it's totally a waste of time



Final words 

You bitch, you listen now
I'll not treat you as a friend anymore, no next time
Keep on pretending you are the victim while we all know
You are just too ashamed of yourself, not knowing the SOP
And also berangan senior, thought you are the boss
NO, NO in a million year, at least not in my flight, BITCH!
Tomorrow.. Our last sector, KCH/KUL
I'll pretend nothing happen, you can go to hell


I'm sure you will spread my name..........
I'm sure this fight will last a century............
I was not wrong, and I ain't taking the blame
Let see how, you curse me? I will curse you too BITCH



Deep Down

Ikmal, I'm sorry.. Please forgive me
I didn't know our supervisor will act this way, I never wanted a justice
I just wanted to release my anger, that's all
I know, you must be damn du lan when she brief you about the correct SOP
But it wasn't my intention.. Never in a million year.. She is just too KPC
We surely won't be friend anymore..... I know it..
But I will always remember... How you made me laugh, how funny you are.....
A happy flight turns out to be like that..........
I am sad too....................... very sad indeed......................






Don't ever be soft-hearted again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Again.. I tell myself.............






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Wednesday, July 4, 2012

New Uniform!

To celebrate our national carrier, my good company Malaysia Airlines
A giant baby delivery, the A380 super jumbo aircraft
They have planned to changed our uniform, only for male this time though
As a matter of fact, this idea had been in their mind for many years
And the dream come true! Only after measurements been taken for 1 year plus ago
How thrilled (sarcastic maximum)
You should know how efficient is my lovely company :)
This is damn huge, can carry 494 passengers! include crew members, it's 500++
Damn, I wonder how the cabin and the galley looks like (a flight attendant)
Wow!! I wonder how spacious is the seat and also the Inflight entertainment movie! (a passenger)
I want to sell off all the seats! With discounts kekekke (my company)


Don't bother, it's not like I am gonna fly that aircraft anyway
They select all those seniors at least flying for 8 years, and supervisor would be at least 15 years
How cool....? New aircraft but the crew working inside are mostly.. you know LOL
I still need to say byebye to this greenie greenie
Have you with me for almost 4 years, I find nothing wrong about you except a little too old fashioned


Anyway this is a brand new imagine for us in this company
Some said look like a waiter, some said the suit looks classy
I like the vest, it looks like I'm a high class gigolo in the sky LOL
To be honest, the measurement is last year APR, now is JULY hello....
The vest is damn fit, almost tight
It's like wearing a corset, damn difficult to breathe
Or maybe I am just not used to wearing it yet


Malay colleagues said "Yang, ni macam baju raya la, kan? Cantik kau, klassssssss"
Yeah, without realizing, time flies and Raya is coming!
Oooppppss, it's already July, another half a year to say bye bye to year 2012 too
I hope this half year has served you well, anything fun to share? 
U go biatch, enjoy the rest of the half year too!


How is this uniform looking to you? Like it?
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