Monday, July 9, 2012

A Friend? Are You Sure?

Hey folks, this is gonna be a no picture post
Plainly about written.. Something I  have gone through today

Currently I'm in Kuching
The sectors that I was operating is 
1st day    KUL/TPE
2nd day   TPE/KUL/KCH
And that's why, I'm now in KCH

Something had gone wrong today....
I was assigned as the person in charge in Economy Zone, the position is BG1
Therefore, imaginable BG2 would be my assistant
However, he, the BG2, who was supposed to only to assist me.. is my senior, at least for 4 years

He insisted some kind of his own convenient procedure which is so called Sendiri Operating Procedure
While me, the person in charge, would like to go for Standard Operating Procedure
He then, was unhappy, went out with the cart and we did the service hence
Along the way, he was trying to improve his sarcasm
Using all those unpleasant sentence such as "Can I have a Ginger Ale? If you have the time la!"
Pause, let me recall everyone of us here
The so called SOP is usually a more difficult way to finish a task (maybe)
So, I could assume, he was actually hurting my feeling by saying those words
IF YOU HAVE TIME LA.....................

I kept it inside of me, getting angrier and angrier.............

After the service, I gotta help up with Business Class service
I sorta complained about him, being insubordinate to my supervisor
Her name is Jane, a Chinese too

After about 1 hour, she called to Economy (which I and that BG2 located at)
She wanted to see us, and I was feeling weird, thinking about "What's up oh?"

My goodness.... She there flashed our her laptop, showing us what's the correct SOP
And which, I was right and BG2 was wrong
BG2 got so upset, he left this word, exactly this word
"Crason, if you want to complain, you could have gone through me first
Before going to supervisor, thank you very much"
He went off, just like that..............................

I quickly ran to the Economy, I comforted him, talked to him nicely
About how I didn't know this KPC (Kek Poh Cii) supervisor would have interfered with this matter
He refused my kindness, he said this to me...................
"It's okay, never mind, I have never cried onboard, this is the first time
I treat you all like my brother sister, I can't imagine you actually betrayed me!"
In his age of 35, having 2 kids, and wife is currently pregnant too
While he is actually a bisexual guy, having a singh BF too, fucking his ass (seriously, no joke!)
He cried?! He really cried!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After a while, he continued......
"It's okay Crason, I have learned my lesson today, never trust anyone
And thank you so much, I never thought this would happen,
I was just thinking of the convenience of we all,
Thank you so much ya"
continue sobbing...........................................

I was in the middle of clueless and also sad.. plus anger too
Why so much of drama?!!

1st point

If you could have behave, respect me as the person in charge in Economy
Not to argue with me about the way I wanted to do
And also not to laser me with your sarcastic words
Do you seriously think that this would happen?

2nd point

SOP is Standard Operating Procedure
I assume you might think your way might be better
But again, I am the person in charge
Can't you understand?! Person In Charge, bitch!
Don't ever tell me your so called Sendiri Operating Procedure when the fact is..
The fact is I am the person in charge now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! moron!!!

3rd point

He cried with tears, eyes were red, tears were true too
He gained sympathy from other crew, there was a crew, a stewardess crying for him too
She claimed, she could feel how sad he is.....................................
Therefore, almost all of them in my set of crew, thought he was completely "cham"
He then, can be said, gained all the attention
And me? The bad person huh?

My words to You....

Hey dear.. I do treat you as my senior, someone funny, someone hilarious
Mulut laser macam babi but funny as hell, I like the way you are
I even remember the first time I flew with you
I laughed until my ass drop, I damn like you man, I really do
This is the 2nd time, a disaster, I would call
You know what, I hate you for being a slumber person
Loaded the hot meal on top of the butter, it will melt do you know?
And also.. I did ask you to be more careful when you load those hot meals
You replied.. "Tak ape la, biar passenger complain so that the catering will put the butter aside"
This is the "Tidak Apa" attitude that I don't like
Come on, it's been 8 years you fly
Passengers are innocent, how would you feel when you receive the tray of meal with a melted butter?

I like you dear, love flying with you
This time... You totally disappoint me.........
I, honestly, treat you as a friend already
But why? Why do you want to defend yourself so much when you know you are not listening to my instruction
Not following the SOP? Why argue with me?
And when supervisor brief you, all you do is just blaming me?
I of course angry you!!!!!!! Very angry indeed!!!!!!!!!
But........ I don't like this fight.... I would rather I lose, You win..........

I'm sorry... My fault to cause this happen
I seriously don't care about win or lose... I just don't like to see you unhappy
Deep down, I know I am not wrong but I am sad to see you like that
Can we go back to the happy colleague we used to be?
Sarcastic, hilarious, mulut macam longkang and so on? Please?
Flight attendant, in this field, I guess there is no turning back
I only see you once a while, which is.. only once in 2 years actually..
I know you are not gonna stop hating me... This makes me sad...........

I do treat you as a friend................... I swear
After talking to my mama, BF and also Teresa, my colleague
I know, it's just me being stupid
You don't even treat me as a friend actually......................
This is so stupid, of me........ I'm stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To be feeling upset for so many hours, it's totally a waste of time

Final words 

You bitch, you listen now
I'll not treat you as a friend anymore, no next time
Keep on pretending you are the victim while we all know
You are just too ashamed of yourself, not knowing the SOP
And also berangan senior, thought you are the boss
NO, NO in a million year, at least not in my flight, BITCH!
Tomorrow.. Our last sector, KCH/KUL
I'll pretend nothing happen, you can go to hell

I'm sure you will spread my name..........
I'm sure this fight will last a century............
I was not wrong, and I ain't taking the blame
Let see how, you curse me? I will curse you too BITCH

Deep Down

Ikmal, I'm sorry.. Please forgive me
I didn't know our supervisor will act this way, I never wanted a justice
I just wanted to release my anger, that's all
I know, you must be damn du lan when she brief you about the correct SOP
But it wasn't my intention.. Never in a million year.. She is just too KPC
We surely won't be friend anymore..... I know it..
But I will always remember... How you made me laugh, how funny you are.....
A happy flight turns out to be like that..........
I am sad too....................... very sad indeed......................

Don't ever be soft-hearted again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Again.. I tell myself.............


Wednesday, July 4, 2012

New Uniform!

To celebrate our national carrier, my good company Malaysia Airlines
A giant baby delivery, the A380 super jumbo aircraft
They have planned to changed our uniform, only for male this time though
As a matter of fact, this idea had been in their mind for many years
And the dream come true! Only after measurements been taken for 1 year plus ago
How thrilled (sarcastic maximum)
You should know how efficient is my lovely company :)
This is damn huge, can carry 494 passengers! include crew members, it's 500++
Damn, I wonder how the cabin and the galley looks like (a flight attendant)
Wow!! I wonder how spacious is the seat and also the Inflight entertainment movie! (a passenger)
I want to sell off all the seats! With discounts kekekke (my company)

Don't bother, it's not like I am gonna fly that aircraft anyway
They select all those seniors at least flying for 8 years, and supervisor would be at least 15 years
How cool....? New aircraft but the crew working inside are mostly.. you know LOL
I still need to say byebye to this greenie greenie
Have you with me for almost 4 years, I find nothing wrong about you except a little too old fashioned

Anyway this is a brand new imagine for us in this company
Some said look like a waiter, some said the suit looks classy
I like the vest, it looks like I'm a high class gigolo in the sky LOL
To be honest, the measurement is last year APR, now is JULY hello....
The vest is damn fit, almost tight
It's like wearing a corset, damn difficult to breathe
Or maybe I am just not used to wearing it yet

Malay colleagues said "Yang, ni macam baju raya la, kan? Cantik kau, klassssssss"
Yeah, without realizing, time flies and Raya is coming!
Oooppppss, it's already July, another half a year to say bye bye to year 2012 too
I hope this half year has served you well, anything fun to share? 
U go biatch, enjoy the rest of the half year too!

How is this uniform looking to you? Like it?

Bad Bad Bad Feeling

Were just thinking about how I felt for the past one month 
It was nothing but feeling uneasy and literally "beh shong" with everything
The heart pounding weird, it just won't leave me alone
It will be pounding normal only when I'm too busy with serving passengers with lots of side order LOL
When I'm free, it came back, haunt me like forever........
Sick of that kind of feeling

Most probably it's my company not doing well
And the effect directly affect my flying schedule too
Thus, I hate this June this month, work more but earning so little
Somehow I just realize that I'll not be able to earn as much as last year
Unless I do something else as a part time and unless someone would hire me working during my uncertain day off lol
Possibly.. Bcuz I am drinking too, drink too much for these years
Good news is that I have stopped for 2 days, HAHA
An achievement actually :)

Except having my sweet time with my love one at home
I love hanging out with my bestie, their appearances always calm me, soothe me
Sadly we can't do this too often, we all are working adult now, time factor
But I'm pretty sure, they have their life style and I have mine too
And we will never go too far away from each other
We will think of each other and think of when to meet up ah darling?? 
Hehe.. This makes me feel sweet :)

I guess it doesn't matter if my life is like a plain water, less drama
It will turn out to be just fine, a step on the road, step by a step
Something or someone will pop up and make my day
I wish you all well too! Cheers!

Jumping Slide

Once in a year I need to go back to Training school in Kelana Jaya
With my office attire, sitting down and listen to whatever safety from 8.30-5.30
I do it every year, this time, I do it alone
No longer staying with my housemate Wayne
And he no longer works under the same company now, that's the reason why I'm lonely

And so, you gotta put on this dirty & smelly jumping suit
And EVACUATE!!! Hurry Hurry Jump!! scream out loud
It's kinda fun, although it's just a year once hehe
If, *touch wood* this is gonna happen in real, a real evacuation emergency
It's not gonna be fun, I swear

An epic happened during my lunch time
We had our lunch some where nearby
There is this old couple selling Fish Ball Noodle, which Ivy, Wayne and me used to order from
He was kinda annoying, seriously...... Please stop dropping by my table and ask me how I am
Cuz I know what you wanted is me to order from you again.............
Excuse me uncle, why can't I order something I want to chew? Chow Kuey Teow for instant
Told him that I'll pass his noodle this time, he immediately turned his back to me & walked off
WTH.... Tell you what, I'll never order your noodle again, NO NEXT TIME!!
It's just so weird that what makes you think that every time I drop by this restaurant
Is because of I'm craving for your noodle?!? For god sake, don't even think about it ok!

This time training, the instructor is such a bitch... OMG
She was too a flight attendant but she quit flying, came down to work as a safety instructor
Darling biatch, you were there too, an ex flight attendant too
Don't you look down on us!!
This job might not as good as what it may seem, but it feeds my family and my stomach too
God knows what you wanted to be a crew, I definitely didn't choose it for it's glamorous
I dive my feet in this industry and I guess the money is still "okay" to survive
That's all, biatch!  

But lately, whatever I do, I don't feel the excitement of it
Especially.. When the company has decided to go upside down,
My flying schedule is so dull and killing
I hope it will get better, so go back for a sleep, another bright day is tomorrow
By the way, I scored 97% for my test :)